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Erika, 17, Thomasian, Filipino
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I Want to Know What Love Is

written on Thursday, December 8, 2011 @ 5:48 AM ✈

~~Love.~~ More like a disappointment to me right now. I thought love was somewhat like a life-changing feeling that could even make you feel divine. I thought it was something worth all the risks and the smiles and the pain that you feel everyday. And most of all, I thought that when you love someone, they automatically love you back. I was wrong.

I have no intention of having these doubts, I mean who would want to be torn between the people that you love who doesn't even know you ever existed or even if they do, they just don't simply care. Like, you were some dashes of mistake and they even make you feel like you have no point living?Where the heck could I insert my "love" there? Even if I love him, and he loves me back, when he treats his "love" like it was just a toy that he could get over with some time soon, I have no point waiting for a chance.

And so I am thinking, where else would I feel love? I'd like to trash it out in the mean time.

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It's all about who we are..for real

“I don't know the key to success, but the key to failure is trying to please everybody.”
Bill Cosby

Hey!I'm Roseanne Erika A. Loquellano. My friends call me Erika, but when I reached college, some of my new-found friends call me Rosiee or Chichi. And it's weird hearing that.

I've been living in this crazy for 17 years now. My journey has always been and will always be a bumpy one. I've been through the loudest laughter and the saddest tears but still here I am today, standing still, proud and happy to who I really am.

I have an amazing family. My dad, Ronnie, has been working overseas since I was three. God knows how much I miss him every single day that he's not around. He still calls my mom 'Love' and it's so thoughtful of him for doing that. My mom, Evelyn, is a public elementary teacher. She was my Filipino teacher when I was in the 6th grade too. She's a bit loud I tell you, but deep inside, she's really sweet, funny and of course loving. I have two ridiculous older brothers. Rodney, the eldest, dreams of becoming a pilot but still hasn't find enough financial support for his training, which leads him to apply for a job in a ship company. Michael, my older brother, is on his last year in college already. So we'll be expecting a fully-payed nurse maybe 2 years from now after his board exams and additional experiences. I, being the youngest of the siblings, am on my first year in Biology, because I hoped to become a doctor some day.

Being a doctor isn't just my only dream by the way. I had hoped of becoming an actress ever since I was a child. The limelight has always been the source of my inspiration every time I declaim, which eventually make me look like I am natural. Well, my mother was an actress anyway. In her college years, she was an athlete, musician, declaimer and a dancer, no wonder how I got my ever awesome chromosomes. Ahihihi. I wanna explore the center stage, and I wanna know what it feels like to win an Oscar and have a sold-out concert. But yeah, I have to stick to college first. My mom says, no matter what age you'll reach dream, it's still fulfilling `cause you know you have accomplished something really important to you.

I always remind myself to stay inspired. Because it is only through inspiration that we are motivated to move and be different. This still ain't my moment to shine (bright like diamonds and make tons of money, hihi), but somehow someday when my moment comes, I will be a champion. :) Stay inspired!